Making Lemonade

     I am constantly in a state of trying to make small, manageable, and lasting changes in my attitude, demeanor, and outlook.  I can honestly say I have come a very long way in the last couple of years, but, alas, I still have a very long way to go.

     Recently, I find myself being a bit more vulnerable to my emotions.  A lot more snippy than usual.  I have learned that I must humble myself a bit; step back, breathe, and apologize.  I feel each time I do this I am controlling myself a tiny bit more.  I am learning just enough to make the intervals of calm last a bit longer.  I rely on my friends for their input, and demand honesty from them.  (Total honesty, I do NOT handle lies well at all).  I look forward to learning from my experiences, but I most look forward to growing older and not needing as many lessons.

     Sorry for such a vapid post, I am sure as time goes on I will be capable of writing something of substance. 

Much love,

T